Confidence Rooted in God's Love

After losing over 125 pounds, I thought confidence would finally feel permanent, but maintenance taught me something deeper. When my prior authorization for Zepbound wasn’t approved this year, I had to confront where my confidence was really rooted. Was it in a prescription… or in the habits and faith God had built within me? If you’ve ever faced a moment where your progress felt uncertain, this reflection will remind you what truly sustains lasting transformation.

Nicole T. Terrel

2/13/20262 min read

woman in yellow blue and red tank top
woman in yellow blue and red tank top

Last month, my prior authorization for Zepbound was not approved and for a brief second, fear tried to creep in. I questioned whether I would maintain my progress without the tool that helped me get to the 125-pound weight loss. But God gently reminded me of something powerful. The shot was a tool, but He is the foundation that builds discipline and healthy habits. He renewed my mind during this health journey so before the approval ever came back denied, He had already prepared me. Through reading of His word, prayer and fasting, I have become more disciplined. This has helped in building consistent eating habits, prioritizing hydration, and creating movement routines I enjoy. Overall, I've learned how to listen to God more and to my body.

I thought confidence would simply arrive and settle in once I hit my goal weight. I imagined that this new version of me would automatically feel secure, joyful, and certain. And in some ways, weight loss did change my confidence because now I move and show up differently. There’s strength that comes from discipline, consistency, and keeping promises to yourself. But what I’ve learned in maintenance is that confidence rooted only in results is fragile. When the scale grows quiet and the applause fades, something deeper has to sustain you.

God has shown me that real confidence isn’t built on prescriptions or outcomes—it’s built on obedience and trust in Him. I consult with Him in every aspect of life and have learned that I can be disciplined in my faith walk with Him, as well as with my health transformation journey. In this season of maintenance, I learned how to eat every five to six hours to stay steady. I learned that hydration is non-negotiable, especially after my ER scare. I shifted my workouts from punishment to gratitude. I track my energy, strength, and consistency—not just a number on the scale. These habits are what sustain me now. They are the quiet work that continues long after dramatic weight loss ends.

Romans 8 reminds us that nothing can separate us from the love of God. That includes closed doors, changing plans, or unexpected redirections. When my circumstances shifted, God’s love didn’t. And that love became the anchor for my confidence. Weight loss changed my body, but God’s love changed my assurance. It matured my confidence from outcome-based to faith-based.

Maintenance isn’t about perfection; it’s about stewardship. It’s about caring for what God has entrusted to you and trusting that what He built in you cannot be taken away. Zepbound helped me along the way, but the lifestyle God helped me establish is what continues to sustain me.

And that kind of confidence—rooted in love, discipline, and faith—is the kind that lasts.